I got inspired to create a painting titled "Heart Beat" at winter solstice and completed it at the entry of spring. I wanted to create a painting with a fair amount of depth, and while at my easel, imagined that I was inside my body listening to my own heart
beating, and feeling the blood pulsating through me. I imagined the areas of oxygenated blood, contrasting with the deep, dark tissues and organs in the darkness of my anatomy, quietly sustaining the fragile physical balance. I explored the inner core, emotions and psyche of my being.
The painting was a good companion for a longish winter with many dark and stormy days, finding the dreary, very cold and wet weather to be a basis to contemplate the state of one's being. The color relationships of the reds and mixed blues were extremely enjoyable to explore, very cathartic. Cadmium red and Cerulean Blue were the most used tubes of paint.
The slide show demonstrates the various stages of the process. Masking tape goes on the canvas before a painting session, and it is pulled off as soon as the session is complete. The colors of the paint are selected for their reaction to each other and the mood that I'm channeling.
My mother and father grew up in Kansas and in upper northeast Texas during The Great Depression, and simultaneously, the Great American Dust Bowl. The Herculean challenges of these times were miserable and demoralizing.
Despite that my parents' respective families experienced resilience and determination and happy times as well. One of my aunts personally recounted a memory of seeing pies cooling on the railing of the front porch on Sundays when they went to church.
Mom and Dad got married after WWll and moved to California. It must have felt like heaven, a brand new life in a brand new place. My dad worked over 30 years for the Southern California Gas Company. My mom, Maxine, raised my brothers and I, and later ran the kitchen at a large church and nursery school. Their practicality, fortitude and ability to make life cheerful were a result of the character that was formed in their earlier experiences.
My parents had a high school education. Our family lived simply and always had plenty of healthy food and pies. I recall my parents loved Fritos and bean dip. We lived in the San Joaquin Valley, where my eyes continually drank in the Sierra Nevada, vast fields of cotton and alfalfa, and orchards of oranges, walnuts and plums.
Grandmother came to live with us for a few years when I was ten. She shared a room with me, and I believe we both secretly longed for rambling conversations with lots of giggles, but she was the quiet type . . . like her granddaughter. When I could, I hid away in my room, sat on my bed and secretly drew 100's of pictures on white bond paper.
How does one become drawn in to being an artist? Does one's childhood need to have artistic advantages, tremendous talent, trips to the art museum, tons of praise and fostering at a young age? Although I was a well-loved child, those were not a part of my experience. However, my eye was unsuspectingly pulled in to beauty and design, and I came to seek more and more of it.
How we get to where we are in life is fascinating to me. A one step at a time process, one little step starts it all. The pressures and influences, the lucky breaks and the long, dry spells are the yin and yang of our development, our life long road that requires grace and love and passion.
I write this article to those who have a passion for art, but think they have no great talent for it. I believe that art comes from out of our life experiences and personal relationships. For me, it is from the time that I shared my room with my grandmother and the view of the vast, expansive fields and orchards.
I woke up one day and from the depths of me came the words, "I am an artist." I just knew, and accepted it. If that happens to you, take a step, smile, and get ready for one crazy beautiful ride.
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An aside: I strongly recommend reading Timothy Egan's book, The Worst Hard Time: The Untold Story of Those Who Survived the Great American Dust Bowl.
I wish I had learned directly from my mother and father what their experiences were from their point of view. They never said a word about it.
When my friend recently called to tell me she had retrieved my old view camera out from storage, I was ecstatic! I opened the wobbly case and found it to be encrusted with grit in some of the nooks and crannies. Seeing it sitting on the chair in my home now, it causes a gut reaction as it brings me back to a time when I had to learn to maintain my creativity while learning a complex technical procedure.
While slogging away at photography school, my emphasis was on portraiture. I remember the expansive studios and tungsten and strobe lights where we photographed portraits and product shots, but I was more drawn to the natural light from windows and the outdoors. I was the champion film developer in the darkroom and helped out students whose sheet film got surge marks which were visible when when the negatives were printed on photo paper. I learned negative retouching from Kitty West to bring in a little extra cash.
Following graduating from Brooks, I went on to join in a partnership at a portrait studio that I co-owned and managed in Marin County for over twenty years. My experience taught me a huge appreciation for well executed photography and cinematography. It is certain that photography developed my eye for design, and even more so, enhanced my ability to see the nuances of various types of light and its simple truth. It's always been the light,
Much appreciation to my mom and dad for believing in me and giving me my start.
I believe that color is the only reason that I was drawn into art. I remember at a very young age cutting out pictures of jewel toned gems on paper and pasting them onto a golden paper crown, salivating. Not drooling, just responding to something that really drenched my psyche with deep, creative bliss.
Over the years I have lived a creative life, have taken art classes in high school, and graduated from Brooks Institute of Photography. But really, color didn’t play a tremendous role just yet.
When my daughters were in school, I took a few classes from The Secret Garden in Kenwood, and learned about tole painting on boxes. The moment I started moving the red paint around, painting those little red strawberries, I was hooked. Again, salivating. I painted a few boxes, lots of fruit and a Santa Claus. I was certain that I was destined for something much more significant and seriously went about the process of learning how to paint, and I wanted to paint well.
After taking many classes from SRJC Art Department and loving every minute of it, I sought out a painting instructor under whom I could study. Susan Sarback is a master painter and colorist who paints in the lineage of Monet. After ten years, I learned everything I needed to know about color from her. She also opened my eyes to the color theory of Josef Albers, and between the two, I became very competent in the mastery of color.
When I am painting I am actively looking into color, and it feeds me. Over time I have been curious how and why it speaks to me so deeply and wonder if I am just one lone, color geek. I doubt it, since it is a key ingredient in the field of design.
Here’s What Color Has Taught Me About Myself:
We are all born with a unique blend of attributes, strengths and sensitivities. How fortunate we are when we can see the subtle beauty that lies beneath the obvious, and cultivate an inner oasis of innovation and creativity.
I painted this fabulous scene a few years ago, and in studying the painting today, I really enjoyed going over the way the drop of the land travels down to the sea, and the way the curve of the sea hugs the land. It's a memory from an amazing, mostly rainy trip to Italy, but the sunny days were just dazzling.
Mezzo Mezzo - The Cinque Terre, o/c, 30"x 40"
This painting will be in my store when it opens.
I am in the middle of reading a small pile of books that either ignite a spark, or calm me down. I love that. Knowledge awaits! Here is a small list of my favorite non-fiction:
Grit: The Power of Passion and Perseverance, by Angela Duckworth
Change Your Thoughts – Change Your Life: Living the Wisdom of the Tao, by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer.
Grit and Change Your Thoughts kind of balance each other out, OR they seem to oppose each other. I like the dynamic, and they each give me plenty to ponder upon.
I have delved into writing this year. I'm just doing more of it, and trying to learn to make things interesting when I write a blog or newsletter. Being genuine is the most important thing to me, and while I’m learning, I know that I may be trying too hard.
So, in regard to that thought, another book that I am currently reading, Bird by Bird – Some Instructions on Writing and Life, by Anne Lamott, is a great read right to my core. The first part addresses the kind of people that are “creatives” . If you are a creator, a maker, writer or artist you may find the first part of this book describing intimate parts of you and your psyche. It was jaw dropping for me.
I bought this book because I am interested in writing, so you have to realize that is where the book is headed, it's about writing. Even though I’m looking forward to continuing and studying further what the author has to say, I could read the beginning over and over again. It's just that I feel that I have just discovered an ally who utterly and completely descibes in words the familiar chatter in my mind. And now I know that there are many more people out there who operate similarly as I do. And Ann Lamott is really funny, dry, and really funny. I smile and giggle a lot while reading.
And I cannot leave out “the life changing magic of tidying up – the japanese art of decluttering and organizing, by marie kondo
Just buy it, and at least go through your bedroom closet. A real peace maker, here.
I read a number of fiction books in 2016, and these are the ones that really stood out for me:
Leaving Time, by Jodi Picoult
Mystery, humor, sadness, the habits of elephants in their natural habitat and otherwise, an easy read.
The Kindness of Strangers, by Mike McIntire – not fiction, but good stories. I read a number of travel books this year, but this was my favorite.
State of Wonder, by Ann Patchett
It was great traveling down the Amazon River with the protagonist. I was entertained, and learned a heap about biological research. It gave me lots to think about regarding our colliding lives on this planet as well.
I read a great many more books that didn’t quite warrant a recommendation from me, but I would re-read these three.
I read on a Kindle. After an episode with one of my retinas a couple years ago, I don’t see the way I used to, so I’m grateful for the magnification that I get. Still, I miss paperback books, the feel of the paper, being about to find a passage in my old, familiar way. BUT, hey, no complaining here, look at all that I can do, and still paint. I’m very blessed.
Would you do me a favor? I would love a book recommendation from you. Feel free to send a note if you have the time.
I have missed my regular painting schedule, that usually consists of painting every morning from 8 or 9 to 2:00. Following that I work at my desk, doing writing, marketing, and lately, setting up a store.
That has consumed much of my painting time. I'm endeavoring to offer another way to collect my work. I have to admit, I'll be new that this sort of thing, yet I've had a lot of great advice, and I'm going for it. Read more below . . .
Today and yesterday I have been working on a new work, and I'm going about it differently than I have done before. It's less planned out, but I know how I want it to feel . . . deep and warm with somber hues that make the reds pop. The trick will be to make and keep the somber hues quiet and deep, but still rich and not muddy. I had a great painting teacher, a master colorist, Susan Sarback, so I don't take paint into the mud. It's still tricky.
That's the technical part. From the inspiration part, I want the painting to FEEL alive, rhythmic, and pulsing.
You'll have to forgive the casual style that I'm showing the progress. The light and cropping are really poor, (iphone, winter light, ect.,). In the end, I'll show the completed painting properly lit and edited so the lines are straight, and the colors clear and beguiling.
And I know the title, right from the get-go. It's "Heart Beat", oil on canvas, 48" x 36". Thank you for your interest! Come back in a few days and watch the progress.
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Trying to pick a piece of art, without understanding how it fits into your life, can be frustrating. Whereas if you are clear on what you’re looking for, you can have that feeling of knowing immediately when you see it.
You’ve spent hours and days putting thought into how to get just the right feeling in your room, or maybe you've just been staring at the walls hoping they will speak to you and give you the guidance you need.
Here is an alternate and specific method to view art and to identify artwork that could be an uplifting component to your living spaces, helping you to recognize the art that will really help you in your life.
1. Pick a space in your home or office. Stop and ask yourself - “When I am in this space, how is it that I want to feel?” Depending on the room or the space, you may want to feel differently.
Let’s say, you come home from work, you’re tired, maybe frustrated, things could feel a bit rocky. OR You may even feel great! How do you want to feel in this space? What would be nourishing?
It is essential for you to explore the possibilities of how you want to feel in your room, or what I call quality of being.
Some words that describe a quality of being, meaning, a way that you may want to feel, are: inspired, calm, soothed, safe, happy, nourished, vibrancy, full of life. These are just a few, and you may have some different kinds of qualities that would be more authentic to you. Choose 1 - 3 qualities that you would soak up like a sponge if they were to be found in that space.
2. Identify colors that you love to be around, love to wear, never tire of, colors that are truly you. Are those colors rich and deep, strong? Are they soft and muted or pastel? Or a mix of excitement and quietness?
You may want to include colors in nature, the sky on a summery day, strawberries, the blues and grays of winter, the foam in the sea, fragrant woodlands. These metaphors create feelings of atmosphere.
This process is easy, it’s like dreaming. When you ponder upon your colors, qualities of being and nature, you are better informed about what you may want in your surrounding that offers a gentle support.
Art serves its audience in many ways. I believe that when you view art, you are often moved to connect to something dynamic, whether a familiar place, a concept or a feeling. If you want to go about viewing art in a reversed method, looking for the parts that lift you up and for the colors that breathe life into you, you can discover a whole new angle of reference.
When it comes to making a change in a personal space, you need to explore the possibilities of how you want to feel in your room.
Recognizing the art that will really help you in your life empowers you to make choices that will better serve you. Pinpointing the supporting qualities that you want to be surrounded with is like finding a part of yourself, a treasure once hidden, now brought to light.
Past Articles you don't want to miss:
Why All Those Squares, Anyway?
The Hyannis Port Series below displays the process of a large painting:
I am in the process of adding a store to my website from where you may collect my original Landscapes and Modern works, from tiny paintings to large wall pieces.
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Magic Carpet Ride
Oil on canvas, 48" x 36 x 1.5"
One of my favorite games with little ones is to sit on any rug in the house and pretend that we are flying over homes and hills and ranches on our flying carpet. What a feeling of freedom and delight, and so beautiful!
When you walk into my home, the dining room table is the first flat surface that you see.
The table is a magnet for stuff: Mail that needs to be discussed, sales slips, voting material. It piles up before I can catch it, and if I’m having a busy week, it sits there for a mighty long while, growing. I clear it off and make a rule to myself, that this table shall never be cluttered again! Ha ha.
Actually, one reason I paint squares, or rectilinear forms, is because I find great satisfaction in creating order that doesn’t become undone. Ever.
The color blocks create some sort of peaceful order, allowing space for the mind to wander and feel refreshed. I paint in this manner to create order for myself AND for a world of other folks who respond in the same way.
The simple grid formation sets a stage for the colors to perform beautifully on their own.
I believe that order calms our minds, and through that we can access more of what’s important to us. We can obtain more creativity and more happiness.
I may always need to work at conquering the state of my dining room table, and that's OK. But when I complete a color block painting, I know that I have created a small space in the universe that emanates simplicity, beauty and order. I have cleared the clutter that will not become undone.
Color theory – Susan Sarback Josef Albers
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I am in the process of adding a store to my website from where you may collect my original Landscapes and Modern works, from tiny paintings to large wall pieces.
I am only at the beginning stages, and want to be very thorough with my customer service, so I have a goal to have it up by sometime in January.
Prices will be consistent with my gallery prices.
In the meantime, if you have any ideas of what might be important to you please write a quick note to me. I’m just delighted to create this opportunity for you!
Jill Keller Peters
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My name is Jill Keller Peters, and I am passionate about using color as a language to